If it was not for all that I've worked for through the years, your world and that of those around you would be very different today. There would have been no golden eggs and no golden keys to other opportunities, that is a fact. And as I continue to toil away and pay off taxes, you and your crew squander money, flaunting lavish trips and luxuries of the high life, many of which have been done in a distasteful and disrespectful manner meant to knife me.
Do you think half-naked or lewd photos posted to the public motivate me? For a female, it comes off as indecent and a lack of class. It's the complete opposite of what your name literally means.
Honeypots only attract ants, flies, and other scavengers. For a partner, overexposure is not appealing. If anything, it is a turn-off. You have done these in the past, and I thought your mind would mature and grow out of it, but I guess I was wrong. These are the very kind of actions that spur me to go astray, to become reckless and rebellious.
Because of your actions, any leverage you had from my misstep a year and a half ago is now gone. Guilt on my side compelled me to straighten out my meanderings. But when I see that the person I am trying to fix myself for shows no improvement whatsoever and still has the same bad habits that propelled me to run off course in the first place, guilt instead turns into a sense of validation, and makes me reconsider and question everything again.
I would stop taking advice from your circle, because they clearly don't know how to fix situations. They only know how to break them and feed off of our money.
I've done a lot of reaching out over the past year and a half. I have not encashed the checks, and I have not taken Cookie back, because the goal is to patch things up. But you or Jaki or Orlan need to put in a little effort too, because I am not the only one at fault, and it's been that way for many many years.
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